Ok so this is just a random rant. I just do not at all understand men at all! One minute your fine a few dates seems nice, then BAM either they try to get in your pants or move way too fast! Call me old fashioned, but what happened to romancing a woman, not instantly seducing her to your bed, wtf? I just envision going out with someone, or finding that someone and it being like *click* i dont know, all that mushy corny crap. Things such as suprising you at work, or a random unexpected date. Getting you flowers if you have a bad day, renting a movie and bringing over the best bowl of junk food to cuddle up under a blanket and eat. But not the "hey i think your fun lets hang out" then the "hey now that we have hung out lets go on a date" then the "now that we went on a date i feel i have the right to get in your pants, whaddya say?" Ugh i just have decided i need to be single and stick to keeping guy friends as FRIENDS, i dont think im cut out for a boyfriend just yet. Or to put in other words, i dont think there is a single man who can handle me at this moment in time hahaha.

Ok done ranting, stupid, but i feel better now.

p.s. went to the midnight showing of Zombieland, AMAZING GO SEE IT!

Hello all!

Yes i know its been a while since i updated, i always do this to myself, dont update for forever, then have too much to write and forget half of it.

So where to begin, well, my job is still going the same, crazy fine dining, loads of brazilians, and alot of work, just the way i like it. I was debating moving downtown for a while, but now i have an offer coming my way moving in with my ex's mom in a condo 15 mins from home, 2000 square feet and only $300 a month, really you cant beat that! So hopefully in a month and a half ill be movin outta the parentals home. Scares the shit out of me, but come on ill soon be rolling in on 20 years and its about time.

Fall sucks, for one reason, everyone is away at school, and so its boring as hell! (a.k.a ~silence-spoke you need to come home NOW or in Portuguese AGORA!). I miss people, but im saving money not going out or doing anything but work.
Met the neighbor guys who live 4 houses down from me, and have for almost 4 years! So i met one of the guys Greg, and we have been hanging out, he is pretty cool, and funny company. I also met a pro-wake boarder, he is pretty funny loads of the same interests, so maybe God is gracing me with friends, whilst my other friends are away at school.

So me and my siblings are all on this detox diet things, waaaaaay too many vitamins to take, i HATE taking them, they make me want to gag. But basically its supposed to get rid of the heavy metal toxins in our body, and the candibactin. So i cant have alcohol, sugar, yeast, vinegar, flour, LOADS of random shit, basically i can have protein, veggies and some fruit. So its a good thing i work at a steak house with 15 different types of meat ^^, but im kind of meated out at the moment. This detox thing makes you not really all the hungry.

I started smoking again, yes, im a failure. All well, ill quit again, and for good, just not yet, its kind of starting to get old to me.

I am finishing up a logo for a tea shop right in the heart of downtown, so my artwork will be on display there, should be pretty cool ^^.

I know there is alot more going on, i just cant think of it right now, but if i do think of it, ill let you all know!

Also, i really wanna do photos soon, i just am trying to think of inspiration, not thought of any yet, but it will come to me!

Till later, loves to all!
Alex

All i have to say is....Tomorrow, me and Kara are going VIP BACKSTAGE AND AFTERPARTY TO THE MAYHEM FESTIVAL!!!!!! FOR FREEEEE holyyyy shitttt some of my favorite metal bands....I WILL MEET SLAYER! I literally might flip out!

Oi! Como Esta Voce!? (Brazilian Portuguese i am learning haha) anyway, here are some things going on.

Europe was fucking awesome, and i met some pretty amazing and awesome people and forever friends. Once i got back from Europe i couldnt go back to my old lifestyle of the same routine for the last three years at the same job. So after 4 days of being back at my cooking job, i told the manager i hate to shove it and got a job at Fogo De Chao [link] the day i went for the interview. So now i work downtown, and am meeting new people. I mostly hang out with (aside from the original girls i always hang with) are tons of brazilians, and i love them all. I currently am kind of seeing/dating a brazilian named Rafael, we call him Crazy Rafael, because he is super crazy and fun. I am still pursuing tattooing, and i recently did a photoshoot with lavi, kara and aaryn, and will have those up soon. I am soon going to learn to ride a motorcyle, life long want/dream haha. I am looking into art schools all over the globe, my top choices are either here in Indy, Toronto, or Colorado, so i have no idea yet. I have been running and working out every morning, and i totally gave up on vegan ism, working at a Brazilian steakhouse that is fine dining and 15 cuts of the best kinds of meats you can get everyday kind of ruined that haha. I bought a vintage bike i ride around all downtown. My little brother who is 15 and like 6 foot 2in just cut off about 7 inches of his hair! Took alot of balls, but i have respect for him for getting the strength to do so.

I just got back Sunday from King's Island and had soooo much fun, did just about every roller coaster there, and it is the first theme park i have ever been too. I have alot of trips i am going on this year, next Tuesday i am going to Chicago, the end of july i am going to Warren Dunes for camping with Lavi, September i am going to California, and next Spring before kara gets married us four girls are taking a long weekend trip to Toronto.

I am getting into some really good music lately, a new norwegian band i was introduced to by ~seretur1 is Katzenjammer an all girls band, i love them.

SO yea, i dont know what else there is at the moment but im sure ill think of more, then i shall post it on here, till then, Ciao!



***Add on*** Just started Tae Kwon Do and kickboxing classes today, fucking loved it, and they said i was a natural and they better see me back there. Also possibly going to Germany for Octoberfest with my friend Sandy this year.

i would say happy birthday to me, but when you think about it, slowly i am already dying, so happy dieday! hahahaha i kid i kid